Aja Fighting!... I am not a pretty girl neither am i a stewardess. But atleast I am going to make my world a better place for me to live in... like eliminating the unhappy thoughts. Only allow happy ones!. There is no fairytale or prince charming but there will be a promise of a never neverland (Ah Fatt's version) Welcome! Anyway I am born on the 27 July 1986 (you can calculate my age yup!).
Its been a long time since I view my own blog. Been keeping myself busy, tired to the bones so that all I can think at night is sleep. However it seems like I have very little sleep too. Wonder why
Perth was fun. Really fun!..met fun people there but dont know whether we stayed long enough to make an everlasting friendship with them.
Work life has been good to me...has been smacking my boss right in his face lately and I diligently do all my work everyday so that my hr can stop picking on me. What more can I ask for...but it seems like something is missing...
My dear 3rd brother gona have a baby in a few months and I am so happy with the gender...hahaha! A true happiness but at the same time I am feeling jealous...wonder why..
Lastly, we finally break up and its been 3 months close to 4months now...probably i didnt try hard enough to make things work.
To B, I am really sorry that I cant seem to love you the way you want me to...everything that happened, slowly took your trust away from me. I ever admit to you that I couldnt get over him who shall not be name but all my 3years with you, never cross my mind that I want to cheat on you and even till now if I can turn back I will do the same thing. I am not a perfect girl, my life is not like any other girls but I tried my best when it comes to you and I tried to fulfill your request. Think we finally got tired...probably of each other. You ever told me that this r/s is taking a toll on you so this is the last thing that I can do for you n for me...Hope things gets better for you and life for me has to move on.
I am turning 23 in a few days and for the 4th year I am celebrating without my dad. *Sniff..haaa..getting emotional..July...the same month that my dad passed away. Dont know whether I should be sad or happy in July but got to admit the 1st 2years I hated July. It still feels like it was just yesterday that we lose him...
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